It's Wednesday Again?

Summary for last week, I started at 146 and ended at 142 but now it's the middle of week two and I am at 143 as I may have been a little lax about the rules.

TIME TO RECOMMIT!

If we want things to work, we have to follow the rules. No fruit, yet alone FROZEN CUSTARD, Brandy Nichole Roth! What were you thinking? Hungry? Try carrots BEFORE peperoni.

Sigh.

I feel bloated.

I am bloated. I miss my pretty pills. The ones that blocked the testosterone and helped with water retention all while making my complexion better. I need those. And maybe the acai berry pills again. The caffeinated ones.

I ate crow for breakfast. I said I'd do laundry, but I didn't do laundry and I couldn't bear to be the kind of person who says they will do laundry and then doesn't do laundry. That kind of person is unworthy of love. Instead, I tried very hard to prove it was someone else's fault. But in reality, it wasn't a big deal. Sometimes we get busy and laundry doesn't get done and we just say, "Sorry. Here are some mostly unstinky underwear. I'll get some laundry done tomorrow," and no one dies and everyone is fine.

See, I can learn stuff.

Now I gotta work out really hard for a long time. Was a rough morning at school. Sigh.

In other news, my mother is taking an extended forced vacation to Idaho. She's leaving tomorrow.

Deep inhale. Long Exhale.

Smile.